Mood: welll i always try to keep positive,while we all try to make the wheel turn and enjoy life on what ever we make of what we have,  my grandchildren whom i love mostl defenetly is a blessings for myself , I have grown up around adults  whom i know today are famouse musicians and In  the entertainment buisness along with my pops is also been entertaining truout hawaii for 40yrs my pops has past on in 2004 he was a very smart and a great buisness person.not to mention a great guitarist and musician.

 I like to continue to say,that im realy miss my youngest grandaughter RIANA "RYRY BOOM BOOM"UILANI MAKAMAE whom  has gone home with our angels from heaven above,baby riana was a very smart kid at the age of 3,I'm so used to saying I LOVE YOU TO ALL M KIDS that baby riana picked it up and she would let eveyone in our houseold know,you couldn't pass baby riana without her seeing you saying i love you,and call everyone by there first name,Baby Riana loved HANA MONTANA and miley cyrus songs,baby riana would boogie and bob her head and sing,count to 20 and knew her acb's, is what i miss alot.

I have been the baby sitter fo my oldest daughter,whom worked during the day,Riana's dad also worked on and off when he could,I guess Riana's mom and dad has there own way of up bringing baby rian,although i know my daughter knows what i have thought her as a young child and just know that love,in the family will go a long ways in life.

Baby ana when it was time for papa to baby sit,as soon as she knocks on my room door,she would imidiately say papa look at mommy and daddy,tell them to cut it out,I would scold them and baby ana would say ha ha ha ha ha mommy and daddy,ad then she would look at papa and say ,thank you papa i love you.

thank you to angelfire for letting me blog my journal

Mood:  on fire

Its been 2 months since the  angels toook my grandaughter to heaven,I try to keep positive and read the word of god,& stay strong,because thats what baby anna would want me to do,baby anna shes such a akamai keiki,she loves music especialy music with a beat,during nites before bed ,she would like to hear hawaiian music,my anna has been dealing with exzima,so you realy has to pay attention to her,baby anna at her age of 3 she knows how to count to 40 and knew all her abc,sif i would react to the news in a certin way anna would say what happen papa,so i would explain to her as if she was a teen,and baby anna would go awww or nono to the tv screen,anna loves two sing songs,and always ask me to go to the disney chnl website,and we would go off lol,my  baby anna how i miss her so very much,i always thought  babby anna hot to say i love you,or thank you or good morning,or good nite,baby anna was stuck on thos words and would the whole family know,whenever anna would see her cuzins or uncles or grandma or papa anna would constently use thos words,anna has gotten the whole family to learn how to love eachother,and thats what i miss about baby anna!!!

Anna "Ryry" Makamae papa love you with all my heart,I will forever miss you baby anna!!!baby anna,s favorite words would be

I LOVE YOU :)

 THANK YOU JESUS FOR YOUR BLESSINGS ,& FOR THE WONDERFUL TIMES WITH BABY ANNA!!!!.

PAPA